Like with a crush I could imagine us being a couple (only in theory but, still) but with this squish, I couldnt even picture it, my mind was just -blank- when I tried to imagine it and it felt super forced. Like I said I had a crush and this "squish" at the same time. This is why I think its a squish: I hardly ever thought of them when they werent with me and I never thought of idk, chatting them or something because I was already satisfied with the interactions we had in school. I think this is just aesthetic attraction but sometimes I'd just stare at them, but not in a dreamy way or something, just really paying attention to what they were doing (dunno if it makes sense, but not really looking at them just like what they were doing?) I dont remember my physical reponses too well, but I do remember feeling really happy when I got the chance to talk with them, but butterflies/nervousness ? I dont think so/I dont remember it. And I just generally enjoyed their presence. Like yea, I wanted to talk to them and I'd make up excuses/go out of my way to talk to them. Whenever I saw my squish, I really wanted to talk to them, and thats honestly all I have to say abt them lol. Im pretty sure I have had one crush and I had my "squish" during the same time period, but they honestly felt so different (Waaaaaaay less intense).
I've had 1 squish and 1 crush in total (if this squish turns out to be a squish) so I don't have another squish on who I can compare it on.
Hi, I'm really confused here on what the difference is between a crush and a squish so lemme tell my story.
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